2 Corinthians 4:6 NASB - For God, who said, "Light shall shine out of darkness," is the One who has shone in our hearts to give the Light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ.
The last 72 hours have gone by very quickly, and yet so slowly at the same time. This is the paradox of pain I am sure. Sleep has been a luxury lost in the waning hours. We have made it home and it has been good to see our sweet daughter McKinley and our best friend (dog) Trooper. Last night was our first night at home since the surgery; it was a difficult night. Our God is so gracious though! He knows just the little things we need to encourage us. Psalms 145:9 NASB - The LORD is good to all, And His mercies are over all His works. This verse rang very true our first night home. We walked outside to find that our house had been fully equipped with some stunning Christmas lights. This is the first time we have ever had them. Randi said it was a dream come true!
The Senior Campaigners group with Young Life, alongside Jeff Levesque and his father had spent all day while we were at the hospital setting up these lights. Are you kidding me!? When I was a senior in HS I sincerely doubt that I would have done such a thing. Would you have? Light was shining on our dark circumstances. Randi and I could do nothing but cry tears of joy because our heavenly Father is right there alongside us through even the darkest of moments. I have said this before and it stands true today: "When I am tempted to be overwhelmed by my circumstance, I trust and am overwhelmed by His GRACE."
Will you look for the Light today, no matter how dim your day is or how dark your night feels? Where the Light is, darkness cannot abide. Darkness only exists where the Light is being blocked, what is blocking the Light for you? Numbers 6:24-25 NASB - The LORD bless you, and keep you; The LORD make His face shine on you, And be gracious to you.
Please pray not for comfort, but for The Comforter. The pain has been intense as it comes and goes. We have had great difficulty finding a pain medication that works with Randi the way we need it to. Please pray that God would remove the pain, or if not, then give Randi the strength to endure it. Rands is such a pillar of peace, even in the midst of such pain. I must say that my wife is even more beautiful to me now since I have seen her true colors through the trials than she has ever been to me before. Proverbs 18:22 NASB - He who finds a wife finds a good thing And obtains favor from the LORD. I have found a GREAT one. Thank you Father for such a gift!
Leaning on Him,